I'm a child. I look at the grown-ups and pity them. I never wanted to join the likes of an adult. Becoming an adult has always become somewhat of a nightmare. A nightmare that I know one day, I'll have to face. I've never seen adulthood as something to bring me benefits or advantages. I saw it as an end to all the fun I'll have.

Peter Pan was one of my heroes. I wanted to fly as free as he could and discover new things as I whooshed through countries and continents yet remain a child. No, scratch that. How about me just aging slowly? Like a year older every 2 years so I can spend more time experiencing every single year. That would be awesome.


Tell me your wish so I might grant yours.
I'm not alone. Things are different but I'm still not alone. You can abandon me but I will not be alone for I have God. Cheesy lines are cheesy but they seem to be the only truth in my life lately. I won't give up. All these words of hatred thrown at me, they're nothing compared to the words of wisdom I've been told by parents, friends and even the al-Quran. So keep insulting me, I don't care.

You're the one who won't listen.
I've closed down my default blog because I just needed something new. Didn't delete it for it holds too many bittersweet memories. Nobody gives a fuck about what I do everyday and anyway, recapping is a skill I've lost a long time ago. My attention span's short and I just can't focus on writing about my days anymore. I might attempt a proper blog post occasionally but you can expect it to fail.

Stars won't sparkle for me anymore.